SMILE FOR ME TODAY.

Burnin Burnin icy fire,
Clocks die infinite time remains,
Happens all the time,
Just gotta linger on you a bit,
Close my eyes you are there,
Pores of me filled with your voice.

Holmes'll fail, wont get a clue,
Plots I've drawn, elaborate schemes,
For one of your smiles,
Hours I spent being the comic,
Nobody knew, maybe you did maybe.

Barely stayin in this world,
Slippin away each day,
Remember that day? The day I died,
The day humour left me, one way traffic,
Wont smile for me no more, you said,
Winter crept in, froze me tears and all.

Lines on water, smile on my face,
Built castles in the sky,
Wind took them away,
Keeper of my smiles, why'd you walk away,
Lost the spring in my step, beyond repair.

Salty dampness all around,
The reason to wake up gone,
Dead man walking, one foot followin its brother,
Walkin in circles, not an inch further,
Bleeding soul, marooned heart,
Keepin each other company, dont die on me brother.

Time heals all they say,
But I still bleed everyday,
Days too dark, nights too loud,
Whispers in the night till day break,
Journey man Journey man stay awake,

True I know, hurt was never your intent,
Never doubted that, still guard you with my life,
Not a boy no more, not a man just yet,
Caught in my throat, the silent screams,
Lips too confused, didnt mean what they meant,
Words you never spoke left me all burnt.

Shoulda stood out in the rain,
Never shoulda let you go, Why didnt I tell you ?
Me shouda told me, getup wakeup dont giveup,
Passed me by walked on by, never forgave myself,
Flashes hours days years just flashes,
On a dead clock, a story in itself.

Then today happens, out of the blue,
And tommorow was new once more,
Day of hope, fought the tide for once,
Felt again, music filled me opened my eyes,
You were there, right in front of me and,
There was a smile on your face.