Locked Out.

Its knocking answer it,
Bring it in, no losing it this time,
Dont know how it got lockedout,
I saw it coming, I oughta have known,
Typical me let it have its way away.

The door was closed,
As always as always,
Gotta find the key,
Forgot where I put it,
Sit down think, before I sink.

Thought it was still with me,
Delusions illusions kept it away,
Quick sand all around me blinded me,
I let it suck me in, almost lost myself,
Gotta keep my head up the chaos.

The storm is coming,
Eerie silence humming,
Its loudness started to wake me up,
Cell by cell, life's gonna pour in,
Not just yet though,
Its still knocking, the door aint budging.

Not gonna be easy I know,
Cuz I forgot how the door got there,
Maybe fear built it, forgot to put the key hole,
Maybe it was pain, an armour of hurt,
Tears into bricks, toughest of walls,
Only sadness trapped in, cant seep through.

Flip back the pages,
Re-read the story, ask why this time,
Its somewhere between those lines,
Corked up and sealed,
Unscrew, jump in, weep, laugh out,
Make peace with all the screaming shadows.

No backin out now,
Its hollerin louder, nails in the air,
Break out, just smile thats enough,
Gotta find that laugh,
Caught in the throat,
In bottles no more, no friggin more.

Chains fallin apart, cracking salt all around,
I see I see, oh I feel it,
Door stands open, warm welcome awaits,
Thrust out my hand, soft iron grip,
Grinnin arms wide, huggin and kissin,
Bliss I missed you so, dont ever leave me.