Lately I've been wishing for one thing.
Peace of mind.
Reason for why I do not have it at this particular period of time is a confluence of many rather haunting events occuring simultaneosly in my already dreadful life. Quite frankly I do not want to talk about them just yet.
What I wanted to know is?
If there is something eating up your insides, like really devouring your head and thoughts and time. Totally taking over your being.
Is there any way I can keep it off my mind temporarily ?
I dont want it to be gone for ever, that's not what I want.
Sometimes when I try to sleep at night and my head is exploding with thoughts and memories and ideas and my heart is thumping like its gonna stop.
That would qualify as a time when I want to get my mind off them things. Just so I can get some goddamn shut eye.
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You can love these memories, you can hate these memories but you cannot ignore it completely. They know just perfectly well when to pop up and to make your insides pain and cry for some mercy!
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