Lately I've been wishing for one thing.
Peace of mind.
Reason for why I do not have it at this particular period of time is a confluence of many rather haunting events occuring simultaneosly in my already dreadful life. Quite frankly I do not want to talk about them just yet.
What I wanted to know is?
If there is something eating up your insides, like really devouring your head and thoughts and time. Totally taking over your being.
Is there any way I can keep it off my mind temporarily ?
I dont want it to be gone for ever, that's not what I want.
Sometimes when I try to sleep at night and my head is exploding with thoughts and memories and ideas and my heart is thumping like its gonna stop.
That would qualify as a time when I want to get my mind off them things. Just so I can get some goddamn shut eye.
